Horrible, isn't it?

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.  
Neil Gaiman, The Sandman

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I feel blue. I should be happy but I feel blue...

I was wrong...

I got my degree in June. The last year was really tiring and it was a very hard period of my life... I thought I would never study at a university again. I was wrong...

Two months ago, I didn't want to learn any more. A month ago, I wanted to wait at least a year before starting a new course at a university. A week ago I decided to apply for a new course. So I am not finished learning... This is a very powerful statement and I am ready to believe it! I would like to be able to help kids and my school much better. I would like to meet people who inspire me. I would like to know more about school systems. I hope I can do my best for the kids and my school! I believe that being a teacher has been the best thing in the world for me. Not the easiest, but definitely the best!

Being a teacher...

I am really happy that our English camp has been successful! Kids enjoyed it very much! They learnt a lot while they had fun! It is the way how it worth to teach!!!! Thanks both the teachers and kids for these few funny days!!! I really became a teacher because I want to live a life of service to others, especially children. I want to show them the beauty, power and courage in them. I want to inspire the lives of many because it's not an opportunity but a challenge...Thanks!

Once in awhile...

"Once in awhile, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale..."

Good day...

I feel excited, I feel good! It is true that we only need a few good minutes to make our day. Anyway I still love dreaming... "I like dreamin'. Closing my eyes and feeling fine..."