Someone...

Me and my broken heart...

I go out on a party
And look for a little fun
But I find a darkened corner
because I still miss someone

There's someone for me somewhere
And I still miss someone.

Just having fun...

Listening to Christmas songs, baking, cooking, ZUMBA Christmas party, cleaning, spa, swimming, sauna, having fun, watching Christmas movies, playing boardgames, taking long walks, shopping, wrapping Christmas presents... feeling LOVE!
I LOVE CHRISTMAS!!!

At Christmas

And at Christmas you tell the truth...

Mark: With any luck, by next year - I'll be going out with one of these girls.
[shows pictures of beautiful supermodels]
Mark: But for now, let me say - Without hope or agenda - Just because it's Christmas - And at Christmas you tell the truth - To me, you are perfect - And my wasted heart will love you - Until you look like this.
[picture of a mummy]
Mark: Merry Christmas.

Favorite forever :)

The treasure...

"The cave you fear to enter holds the treasure you seek."

Joseph Campbell

Once bitten...

Christmas is in the air...

"Once bitten and twice shyed
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
Tell me baby, do you recognize me?
Well, it's been a year, it doesn't surprise me"

FAVORITE FOREVER

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=E8gmARGvPlI

Well...

"Well, I can hear the whistle from a mile away...
 It sounds so good but I must stay away."

I don't think you will ever fully understand...

I don't think you will
ever fully understand...


how you've touched my life
and made me who I am.
I don't think you could ever know
just how truly special you are
that even on the darkest nights
you are my brightest star.
I don't think you will ever fully comprehend
how you've made my dreams come true
or how you've opened my heart
to love and the wonders it can do.
You've allowed me to experience
something very hard to find
unconditional love that exists
in my body, soul, and mind.
I don't think you could ever feel
all the love I have to give
and I'm sure you'll never realize
you've been my will to live...

Yeah, I've made mistakes...

Yeah, I've made mistakes
Next time, I swear I'll change

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yEl5m8eELeI

God works...

There is someone...I am very proud of this person... who I learnt a lot from, who showed me my deepest emotions, who I respect, who I trust. I do believe that once in this life we meet each other again...

 

 

Hmmmm...

GOD works...

Like glass...

Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than try to hurt yourself putting it back together.

Again and again...

I keep thinking of you, I can’t help it
Suddenly, I think of you and I smile

It hurts...

Smiling for no reason...

One day I caught myself smiling for no reason, then I realized I was thinking of you...

I've just found and like it :)

Kiss the rain...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=so6ExplQlaY
It is soooo beautiful...

It still hurts...

Sometimes leaving is the best thing to do... here I am sitting at the window while tears are running down my cheeks.... It was like a vague dream, a burning, unfulfilled desire. The kind of dream people have only when they're seventeen.

Mark... on the soul

Just someone leaves an indelible mark on your soul...

Better after bitter

ZUMBA...  

dancing always helps me to feel better :)
much better after bitter :(
but I never meant to start a war...

Overcome...

You can't avoid pain, but you can choose to overcome it!

Soon...

I am tired, exhausted, disappointed, frustrated.... just want to leave all of these feelings behind then start a new life.... but is it possible?

Pretend

I must pretend all is fine. Everyone thinks all’s okay but what I never ever tell them is that I cry  every day...  

I stop talking... I dont even disturb... 






I know I am never gonna be good enough...

You know that feeling?

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one is going to be there. You know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you are tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping, still wishing. And you're staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You are fighting.

It hurts...

Sometimes leaving is the best thing to do... here I am sitting at the window while tears are running down my cheeks.... It was like a vague dream, a burning, unfulfilled desire. The kind of dream people have only when they're seventeen.

It's time to have a conversation...

It's time to have a conversation
It's never what you wanna hear
It's funny how much words can hurt you
Even after all these years

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6_xIFGM1teA

Storm cloud on the horizon...

You think of a person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring ... to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken...

Really tight...

Sometimes a simple ‘I miss you’ changes everything...

All I really want is for you to hug me really tight and tell me everything's going to be alright.