You know that feeling?

You know that feeling? When you're just waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed. Just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of desperation. You're tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. You just want someone to be there and tell you it's okay. But no one is going to be there. You know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you are tired, tired of being strong. For once you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won't be. But you're still hoping, still wishing. And you're staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You are fighting.

It hurts...

Sometimes leaving is the best thing to do... here I am sitting at the window while tears are running down my cheeks.... It was like a vague dream, a burning, unfulfilled desire. The kind of dream people have only when they're seventeen.

It's time to have a conversation...

It's time to have a conversation
It's never what you wanna hear
It's funny how much words can hurt you
Even after all these years

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