I have a reason...

Zumba always helps to relax, to forget, to make me feel better...

Though I have a reason to let you cry...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P06kyFpIQU

Moving on doesn't take a day...

Take all the time you need to heal emotionally. Moving on doesn't take a day. It takes a lot of little steps to be able to break free of your broken self...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eDI90J2lMVA

Dear Tummy, sorry for all the butterflies. 
Dear Heart, sorry for the damage. 
Dear Brain, you were right.

Egy hét történései...

Hétfőn izgultam a konferencia miatt, kedden idegeskedtem egy számomra fontos dolog miatt, szerdán fogászat, csütörtökön továbbképzés, pénteken farsang a suliban... és szombaton kiáztatom magam Siófokon!!!

BLUE

BLUE....

I feel blue because I am...

disappointed...
heartbroken...
frustrated...
confused...
hopeless...
puzzled...
angry...
sad...

They do not understand the essential meaning of my message...
I do not know what they think...
But there is no problem at all....
OK, I can accept it!

Go ahead and just work! No matter how it hurts!!!! BUT it hurts too much!!!

Another sleepless night...

NEM TUDOK ALUDNI!!!

Singing...

I’m singing to keep from feelin’ blue...

Forget...

I have to work a lot and I can forget.... Today I did. I spent 12 hours with work and I didn't have any minutes to think... but it is soooo hard to behave like normal.... it is really hard!!! Now I am listening to music... my favorites... When I am feeling blue the Sun isn't shining, the weather is dull and everything is grey. Then I listen to music and I can see the Sun and all the colors again. I'm very emotional...