Overwhelmed...

Overwhelmed... I feel overwhelmed... it all feels like too much!

I need something at least one of them: loud music, dancing, zumba, chocolate, sleeping, a good friend to listen... or all of them???

I miss YOU!

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5_Kyd1nXCk

What about?

What about love?
What about feeling?
What about all the things that make life worth living?
What about faith?
What about trust?

Too long...

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left....

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j4y-RzVGrHg

Let go...

There are things that we don’t want to happen but have to accept,

things we don’t want to know but have to learn,

and people we can’t live without but have to let go...

Lololololonely...

Today's song:

Lololololonely...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SzLVL6qtB2s

Pride...

So why does your pride make you run and hide?
Are you that afraid of me?
But I know it's a lie what you keep inside
This is not how you want it to be...

At night...

At night when the stars light up my room
I sit by myself talking to the moon.
Trying to get to you
In hopes you're on the other side talking to me too.
Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon?

Ohoooo...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xknW3A5LhZ0

I never meant...

I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
And instead of using force
I guess I should've let you win
I never meant to start a war
I just wanted you to let me in
I guess I should've let you win

Don't you ever say I just walked away
I will always want you...


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ScTwhnaGIJM

The flame that you left is still burning...

The flame that you left is still burning
Burning down deep in my soul...

You don't no how much I love you
You don't no how much I care
You don't know much I need you
Without you life I can't bear

No, no, no...

 No, no, no...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0oFaMfXGm2A&spfreload=10

Wicked game...

Wicked game...



https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WtfHk2hSlqA

Our song on the radio...

Our song on the radio but it don't sound the same
When our friends talk about you, all it does is just tear me down
'Cause my heart breaks a little when I hear your name

I know...

I know I have a fickle heart and a bitterness,
And a wandering eye, and heaviness in my head...

Peace, relaxing, listening to music, singing... and after awhile it is better...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kWakZcEGB38

Never

Never give up on someone you can't go a day without thinking about...

Today I am thankful...

Today I am thankful...

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive. I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful...

But I still miss some... "All of me loves all of you" favourite!!! I could listen to it all the time!!!

Now

You're the best
And yes I do regret...


Now, now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know...

God knows...

God knows I never meant to hurt you
I never meant to break your heart, babe
God knows I never meant to turn you on, turn you out
Never meant to take it that far, babe
God knows I never meant to hurt you...

If you only knew how much...

I know that when you look at me
There's so much that you just don't see
But if you would only take the time
I know in my heart you'd find
A girl who's scared sometimes
Who isn't always strong
Can't you see the hurt in me?
I feel so all alone...

Each day, I play the role
Of someone always in control
But at night I come home and turn the key
There's nobody there, no one cares for me
What's the sense of trying hard to find your dreams
Without someone to share it with
Tell me what does it mean?

I need you here
I need you here to wipe away my tears
To kiss away my fears
If you only knew how much...

Never...

There's a feeling in my heart...

There's a feeling in my heart
That I know I can't escape...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JB5FxcI7Pyw

If I could turn back time...

Too strong to tell you I was sorry...
Too proud to tell you I was wrong...

If I could turn back time...
If I could find a way I'd take back those words that hurt you and you'd stay.

I wonder...

And I wonder if I ever cross your mind?
For me it happens all the time.

Need you now...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eM213aMKTHg

What are you waiting for?

Two favorite songs... ZUMBA!!!! At the end of a ZUMBA workout, both of the songs are great! Tired, exhausted, cried out...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AJtDXIazrMo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=My2FRPA3Gf8

Hurt...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wwCykGDEp7M

Bad day :(

Forum... done.

Loud music, cooking dinner, feeling good... still

You spurn my natural emotions...

You spurn my natural emotions...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WPG6Ak5FASk

The heart that full of love...

The heart that full of love...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_Mz6l6suWpQ

Why?

If I'm doing something right,
Why does every bone inside of me ache?

It's not supposed to feel this way...

It's not supposed to feel this way...

Far from the dreams...

 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sZ8YgLPpfz8



Far from the dreams the bright lights and the boulevards
In this empty room the guitar makes a band
Our last conversation still echoes on bare walls
Like a child’s painting of everything we planned
We kept a secret hidden deep inside
Hidden love and making love and all the tears we cried

Though I’ve loved you for a long time it can’t be denied
Someone sees the dreams we hide
Someone sees the dreams we hide
Dreams we hide

Across the brown fields
And through the frozen meadows
And all around this place we call our own
We all have to live here in each others shadows
Hoping that some day we get home

Though I’ve loved you for a long time it can’t be denied
Someone sees the dreams we hide
Someone sees the dreams we hide
Dreams we hide

I woke up in the night my covers on the floor
Stripped of all my dreams and my pride
The last black night that conquered me was coming back for more
Until I woke and found the angel by my side

We kept a secret hidden deep inside
Hidden love and making love and all the tears we cried
Though I’ve loved you for a long time it can’t be denied
Someone sees the dreams we hide
Someone sees the dreams we hide
Dreams we hide